Happy.

I don't know what has come over me today but today has been a pretty intense day in some ways. I woke up this morning to a text saying "you are my sunshine". That was one of the best texts I could wake up to. It was a great start to my morning. I walked to class with a smile on my face. All day I couldn't stop thinking about Will and I don't know why. A voice in my head kept telling me that I'm head over heels in love with him. I'd already known this, but today, it hit me like a ton of bricks how much I really love him and how much he means to me. It's really an overwhelming feeling. It's a good feeling, but bad in the sense that I can't share it with him in person in this moment. I wish we could be together, but the distance keeps us apart. We are so strong though, our love is real and it keeps us together. We look forward to the time we get to spend with each other.

We're back on track so to speak. When we talk now, neither of us are boring and we have things to talk about. The conversation flows and I never want it to end. This is the way I like it. I missed this.