Thursday, August 12, 2010

Really?

I'm not happy right now. I was really wanting to see my boyfriend next week. And I thought I was. It makes me really sad that I have to wait until October. It's just really hard not having him around. My friend is trying to cheer me up, but she's only making it worse. She's been obssessed with the band Boys like Girls for ages and she loves the lead singer Martin, she's even met him who knows how many times, I forget. She's trying to compare the fact that I have to wait to see my boyfriend with her having to wait and see Martin. It is not the same thing! Seriusly, she's like I love him and I miss him blah blah so I know it's hard. No you don't know! You don't know at all! I said that she doesn't kiss him and snuggle him and have intimate moments with him and that it's hard not having that touch. She said they've snuggled and kissed but havent had sex and that it doesn't mean she doesn't love him.

I'm sorry, but I am in an actual relationship here. One where I'm in love and talk to him every chance I get. We share things with each other, we laugh with each other, we are physical with each other. She's not, and she's trying to compare that. She almost makes it seem like my relationship is a joke, and it isn't. She's never been in a relationship, she doesn't understand really how tough it is to be away from him. She'll realize some day I guess. But right now, she's making it all worse.

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