It's gonna be hard.

I don't want to wait three months to see you. I don't want to wait at all. I'm bored out of my mind and I wish I was with you. Things were so much better when I was there with you, we weren't bored. When we're together we always have something to laugh and talk about. Always. We always enjoy our time together. When we talk online we always run out of things to say and I don't even know why. I'm always afraid you're going to lose interest in me because of this. Because I'm so boring online. Please don't though. Because when we're together, it's amazing. Better than anything I could ask for.

I get the feeling it's gonna be harder this time. Harder than usual. I don't know why I even get this feeling. I hope we can make it through. I'm sure we can. It's just damn hard and I wish we didn't have all this distance between us. I just want you to move up here now so I can see you whenever I want to. I can't wait for that.