So it's come to my attention that I should rename my blog because all I talk about is my boyfriend, and I can see that. I tried to start it off by not being that way, but what can I say, he just always comes up. I don't have many friends. I didn't really hang out with the ones I have a ton this summer. The one thing that is consistent in my day to day life right now is him... well and my family. He's the only interesting thing going on in my life lately.
But on a different note, school starts on Sunday. I'm actually really excited. And not just because I can drink and party, but I'm also excited for classes, although I have to take 5 this semester, one more than usual. I think I can handle it, I just need to get better grades than the ones I got last semester. But that was because of one dick of a teacher giving me a horrible grade on a project that I put a ton of effort into. We won't get into that though right now.
Other than being excited, I am super stressed. I have 5 days to get ready for school. I haven't really started to pack anything yet and I still need to buy a few things. This is the time of year when I get really anxious. Clutter and unorganization make me really ancy and uncomfortable and right now I feel super unorganized. I still have stuff I never unpacked in my garage, stuff I took up to my room, and even things in the attic. I don't even know where to start.
Then, to top it all off, my friends are bugging me to hang out and I feel too stressed to do so. I feel if I spend time with them I'm only gonna be thinking, "Damn, I should be at home packing right now." I should really start getting into the packing thing but tomorrow I'm working and Wednesday I'm getting my tattoo. I don't know I just kinda wanna freak out. I know in the end it'll be fine though and I'll be all moved into my dorm and it'll be ok.
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